2011 The rediscovery of ME

Lets be honest in the past 3 years my life has change so quickly and so dramatically that I've just been surviving let alone assimilating my new roles as a wife, a mother (to 3 kids) etc and releasing those which are no longer applicable like full time employee and wage earner into my mental, emotional and spiritual bodies.

So as opposed to setting some New Year Resolution that I'd have a snowball's chance in hell of keeping, I've decided to brand 2011 as the year that I will create the space for myself in which I can discover who I am now, but not try to be who I was....

I would also like to rediscover the means in which to manifest positively. I used to be pretty good at this. Turning the idea, the dream, the hope into something real and tangible in my life, but lately I've fallen into the all to common trap of only manifesting that which I fear and worry about. 

SO to start the ball rolling about putting it out into the universe - here is my

~ 2011 Wish List ~

- in no particular order (to which I will continue to add and strike off ((hopefully)) as they are achieved!)

• Pilate's classes
• Decorate kids room Doneski
• Remove shade cloth from balcony Doneski
• Repot the jade plant Doneski
• Clear off crap from balcony Doneski
• Repair window and door fly screens
• Clear out and reorganise garage Doneski
• Freecycle items from above clear out
• Stock take baby gear to give away
• Fight the fear and sit driving test Doneski MASSIVE PERSONAL WIN !!!
• Schedule regular massages
• Schedule regular mani / pedi's Doneski
• Reclaim desk from evil tower of filing Doneski
• Consolidate superannuation Doneski (thanks Mum)
• Import all my CDs
• Then tidy up itunes
• Have blood/hormone tests
• Do back x-rays
• Annual skin cancer check
• Bi-annual dentist visit
• Allergy test kids
• Schedule regular haircuts Doneski
• Take side of toddler's cot Doneski
• Toilet train my toddler Doneski
• Push hubby to teach kids to swim
• Conquer my fear of water and learn to swim
• Reduce debt Doneski
• See a Financial Counsellor Doneski
• Twin's birthday thank you notes
• Resume menu planning
• Flesh out a budget Doneski
• Attempt to save a house deposit
• Organise a toy box rotation system
• Setup a Dress up box Doneski
• Get 1st Aid certificate
• Upgrade internet plan
• Learn Auslan
• Recover highchair
• Try to give a majority handmade / homemade gifts
• MOVE HOUSE Doneski ANOTHER MASSIVE WIN !!!
• Start reading books again
• Resurrect fish tank Doneski (although short lived)
• ???

Now as 2011 has finished I want to share what I am grateful for :

• For finally releasing all my pent up heart ache & anger
• For touching the darkness and finding the light
• For speaking my truth
• For clearing the air with my husband
• For becoming financially aware & strong
• For all the support that I received
• For the unwaivering love from my parents
• For becoming medicated, which helps me keep a clear head
• For finding my personal strength
• For my hubby discovering his own self worth & killing it in his new job
• For the abundance that has flowed
• For Sharne who created the Daily Gratitude Challenge
• For moving from our tiny apartment to a lovely 3 bedroom house with a big backyard
• For being able to provide a space in which my hatchlings can grown & be free
• For paying of some of the debt that was hanging around our necks
• For speaking out about PND
• For the opportunity to give back to my Multiple Birth group
• For FINALLY getting my driver's license
• For an amazing & inspiring friend who wouldn't let an idea over a cuppa just be wasted
• For the birth Dandelion Support Network
• For everything I have, everything I am and of course my amazing family 

THANK YOU